Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Back in school & a look back

Dear readers,

after some "off-time" in the last couple of weeks I went back to school today. Though I have to say that I wasn't very happy being there because Senorita Sanchez made me write out "Castigada por no hacer mis deberes" ("Punished for not doing my homework") 25 times on a piece of paper and then I had to stand in the corner for 45 minutes with the hands behind my head and holding the aforementioned paper.

My arms hurt after a few minutes already and my hands went numb several times. It was definitely a punishment.
If anyone wonders: the homework that I didn't do was to update my blog regularly....

To add to the punishment, Senorita Sanchez made me wear my summer uniform. So even if the blazer kept my upper body warm, my legs were cold and I felt very ... girly? feminine? in my school uniform. At times I wished I could wear trousers like the boys. Oh wait...

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I think it's also finally time to look back on the last year. My initial goal was to wear my schoolgirl uniform (almost) at all times when I'm at home. And even though the time that I spent in uniform greatly increased in the second half of the year (thanks to joining the Written Punishment group and getting to know several people who are also into this "lifestyle") I came nowhere near being in uniform full-time.

I'm still happy though. There were some phases were I spent most of my home-time in uniform, doing schoolwork. And I must say that doing this schoolwork and being punished etc. add to the feeling of being a schoolgirl immensely - instead of just sitting on the couch watching TV in a school uniform.

It's still a love-hate-relationship though. Do I like writing endless lines? No. Do I like being punished with corner time or even a spanking? Hell, no. But do I like being the schoolgirl who has to wear her strict uniform, doing schoolwork, even writing lines and getting punished? Well, kinda yes. It's a strange feeling and I haven't yet fully figured out why I like it. I think what pleases me the most is the knowledge that my teacher spends a minute thinking of my punishment and then it takes me hours to, for example, complete boring lines while he or she enjoys life and can relax or do whatever they want.

So do I want to continue to stay in uniform and do schoolwork? Yes, if time permits. Sadly I don't have too much time lately because I'm busy at work (the real work, not the schoolwork ;-)) and often I don't know in advance when I will have time. But maybe it gets better soon. I especially hope to have a complete weekend off soon, so that I can play out one of my detention fantasies - I'll let you know what exactly that fantasy contains and when it happens. ;-) Just so much for now: it basically involves two and a half days of writing.

I must be crazy.

- Cornelia

3 comments:

  1. Hello I have the same dreams as you i think.

    Here is my idea

    Check in say on a Friday night and immediately surrender all cloths except say a uniform and Pj's, all wires leading to plugs TV's radio's etc are removed and you are simply left with a Desk and chair and a bed.
    If you were wishing nappy's warn this would need to be at night under pj's.
    Your day would be as follows,
    6am rise, dress and a simple breakfast
    6.30, canning for the amount of punishment Demetris earnt, (so for each mistake in the line writing a demerit is earnt) (This would obviously not happen for the 1st 2 sessions of the Holiday)
    7am approx (depending on length of punishment) line writing starts, so this is now you and your uniform, no nappy's or any distractions. you may use the toilet once before 12pm 5 min maximum.
    12pm, canning for the amount of punishment Demetris earnt in last session and simple lunch.
    12.30 approx, line writing starts,
    6pm canning for the amount of punishment Demetris earnt in last session and simple tea
    7pm lights out, so here pj's and nappy's are appropriate, no tv radio!
    6am rise, dress and a simple breakfast
    6.30, canning for the amount of punishment Demetris earnt,
    7am approx (depending on length of punishment) line writing starts, you may use the toilet once before 12pm 5 min maximum.
    12pm, canning for the amount of punishment Demetris earnt in last session and simple lunch.
    12.30 approx, line writing starts,
    6pm canning for the amount of punishment Demetris earnt in last session and simple tea
    7pm lights out, so here pj's and nappy's are appropriate, no tv radio!

    This can be repeated for up to 7 days, you life is simply your desk chair paper pen and your lines, no distractions, curtains shut.

    The sub does not need chastity as the tedium will take over. and if they wish to do so it will just make the job even harder and the knowledge in the back of the hair keeps the sub in line, over 2 days it is sujested that each day is spent writing if a different hand, left one day, right the next, so teaching the sub a valuable skill.

    A set amount of lines is set each day, falil to complete the set amount and more punishment is heaped on you, for complex sentences comprising for 3 lines 400 to 500 is the suggested number.

    It is suggested that changing the lines can make it easier so not advised, a phrase repeated well over 2000 would be hell for the writer.
    Also the use of different pens for words ect can also make it harder.

    So there is a explanation of real writing punishment, a simple punish, write, punish, wright, punish, sleep, punish wright, punish, wright, punish sleep, over and over again.

    If you want to talk to me
    sissymaidkatiebell@hotmail.co.uk

    love katie x

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  2. This seems very excessive to me. I can't imagine writing with my left hand a whole day. And even if I could, it would be unreadable ;-)

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  3. True it is excessive but that is between me and my mistress, but i still wish to talk to you about how to progress with it. As i believe with the love of school uniform and lines we are quite similar, apart from i have a mistress driving me to go to the next level of pure punishment.

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