Back to school

Dear readers,

I'm trying to get back into school roleplay, and specifically line-writing. I'm not sure if I will post (m)any of the lines here, but maybe I'll update the blog semi-regularly.

For now I'd like to share with you my updated school uniform.

I finally got a cute school bag to complete my outfit. Those things are crazy expensive but I made a really, really good bargain on Amazon recently. In fact, it's probably the cheapest item of my uniform now, excluding the necktie and the socks.

Another new item is the grey felt hat which I really like. It's one of those pieces of clothing that single-handedly hammers down that you're just a schoolchild, so it's a perfect addition to my school uniform.

Speaking of feeling juvenile: I also replaced my regular necktie with a clip-on tie. "Why?" you may ask. And maybe a few months ago I would have reacted the same. But recently I came to like them because, much like the felt hat, they make you feel like a child. Having a clip-on tie be part of the school uniform just screams "we want you to look smart but can't trust you with an actual tie". The added benefit is that a clip-on tie can't be loosened like a regular tie. That means that I have to wear my blouse fully buttoned at all times. Not that I ever wanted to loosen my tie and open the top buttons (no, really, having a tie and a snug blouse collar is one of the main appeals of wearing a school uniform for me) but having the option taken away from me is a nice feeling. I also like how the clip-on tie forces the collar a bit upwards so that I feel it when looking down while writing; interestingly much more than when I chose to straighten a proper necktie. It's hard to capture on a photo but maybe you understand what I mean.

Last but not least I also bought a fantastic plaid skirt from www.adult-size-school-uniform.com. It's still a bit tight but it's a nice incentive to lose some weight. I also got a new grey pleated skirt (not pictured here) which fits a bit better so that I'm wearing it more often at the moment. And a while back I also bought some nice T-bar shoes that round out the school uniform.

Let me know what you think in the comments - but please don't forget to enter your name too. (choose "name/URL" in the comment as dropdown box)
I've asked several times to not post anonymously but the majority of comments is still anonymous. In the future I will simply delete such comments.

Cornelia

A one-time update .... maybe?

I'm not sure if anyone will be even reading this - the last (and at the time final) update - has been posted more than a year ago, after all. But a few weeks ago I tried something that I never did before: writing a punishment essay. And I thought I'd share that one.

I met Matron Fox in the Written Punishments Group on Yahoo and she has a thing for essays, so I thought I'd offer to write one for her. We did a tiny bit of roleplay and I ended up with the task of having to write an essay on "why a proper English gymslip is the perfect dress for a girl's school uniform". The essay was to consist of at least 1000 words which doesn't seem too much at first glance but trust me - that was very very hard. I was running out of ideas about what to write towards the end and just finished it with 1004 words. Kudos to everyone who ever wrote a punishment essay with several thousand words.

 

 

So, anyone still here? Let me know in the comments below, or shoot me a message on FetLife.

End of Line

Dear readers,

I'm sorry that I've let you in the dark for so long. Unfortunately most of you won't like this update anyway.

Back in November I have ended my agreement with Miss Melanie. I don't want to go into the details, if you don't mind. Suffice it to say that I wasn't getting what I wanted out of the agreement anymore, and that I felt that writing lines to this extent was harmful to my life. Since November I haven't written a single line but at least I now started to wear my school uniform again every now and then.

I'm not sure if I will ever again dive this deep into this kink. Actually I expected to be drawn back to it by now. But right now I don't miss it at all. At least the writing itself. I wouldn't mind having the tingly feeling again that you get when you finish your lines. :)

However, what I'm sure of is that I won't continue this blog in the future. If you want to keep in touch you can message me on FetLife or send me an e-mail via the contact form at the bottom of the right column in this blog.

Thank you everyone for following my adventures. Take care.

Cornelia

Just a quick update

Dear readers,

I'm still alive, I was simply too busy to update this blog. Additionally, I needed to think about whether to continue this blog at all because I received some annoying messages from some readers that basically boiled down to "please post new content because I need new wanking material".

I'm now in the process of moving this blog to another location. I haven't yet decided whether it will remain public or whether it will be a closed blog for invited readers only.

I'll let you know of the new URL once everything is set up (might take a few days). Until then I won't post new entries here so that I can avoid any database mishaps.

Cornelia

Always the Sun

Dear readers,

once again Miss Melanie set me a rather long weekend task. But instead of having me writing boring lines she wanted me to copy out the (German) Wikipedia article about the sun. Should be something around 8.000 words.

She told me that on Friday evening so I better started writing because I had no idea how long it would take me. I never did that much copying before.

 

 

At this point it was midnight so I called it a night. Miss Melanie told me earlier that she wanted me to commence writing on Saturday at 7 a.m., so I didn't get all the sleep I needed. But sure enough I sat at my writing desk, on my wooden chair and in my school uniform at 7 a.m. - while she surely still slept in her comfy bed. I certainly liked the contrast. But the amount of writing that followed not so much.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Again it was midnight but at least I was done. I have to say that it's an interesting feeling having a Wikipedia article on paper "for real". And since I like astronomy it was also nice to learn some new facts. Though, when you have to copy Wikipedia, you realize how bloated these articles are. It surely could be a third shorter and still include the same information.

Anyway, here's the final result:

Hope you all had a nice weekend, too. :-)

Cornelia

Forget the 24 hours of Le Mans. I had the 21 hours of Drudging For Miss Melanie

Dear readers,

just like the endurance racers in Le Mans I had to prove my endurance this weekend once more.

I woke up on Saturday morning to a message from Miss Melanie, saying "I want you to write the line 'Das Wochenende bedeutet nur für Miss Melanie Entspannung. Für mich bedeutet es zusätzliche Arbeit, die ich zu ihrem Spaß zu erledigen habe.' ['The weekend means relaxation only for Miss Melanie. For me it means additional work that I have to carry out for her enjoyment.'] You may write this 500 times until Monday morning ... Have fun".

We chatted for a bit, and sure enough she even increased the amount of lines to 555 as this was a "nicer number".

So I began writing at around 10 a.m., if I remember correctly, and soon realized that this took me waaaay longer than expected. I estimated about 12 hours to write but it soon dawned on me that it would be much more. Only slowly did I make my way through the pile of lines that was handed to me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

By the time I got here it was 10:30 p.m. - so much for my 12 hour estimate. And I pretty much wrote the entire time except for a 20 minute break that Miss Melanie granted me after 200 lines. I hit the bed and continued on Sunday morning at 8 a.m. Not with a lot of motivation, as you can guess. But what choice did I have?

 

 

 

 

 

Shortly before 3 p.m. I was done in every sense of the word. Here's the complete work:

But don't think I was actually done for the day. I chatted a bit with Miss Melanie and she asked if I was interested in doing something for her this evening. Me, still being in some kind of sub-mode, couldn't say no, so she tried something new (at least new for me). Some of you may know the software tool "Grounded". Basically it gives you a grey computer screen and every now and then a pop up randomly ... pops up and tells you to hit either button A, B or C within a few seconds. It's mind-numbingly boring. And a good way to waste your time, which was Miss Melanie's purpose.

So... about 19 hours of writing and 2 hours being Grounded. What a nice weekend. For Miss Melanie.

And I kinda liked it.

Cornelia